kiinda depression talk, wondering about psychotherapy
Only, like, 1-2 hours a day I feel somewhat energetic. And not every day. Is that ADHD and cryptodepression taking a toll on me? Can't know without attending psychotherapist. But welp.
One of many issues regarding this therapist visitage is me expecting fast results, yep me knowing that I won't get any results any time soon, and both stances being in conflict with each other, with both being quite unrealistic. What a trap.
have found smth, but it's on 10th of july 😩
soooo looong, soooo far.
Asking folk around, hoping I will find some queerish meeting in the glorious country of . So far, have only found a kinda party for trans folk, but I hope I will manage to find something.
You don't meet queerish people in very often, or more like, don't meet at all - folk's afraid, not the best country to be a queer. But we still exist, ye?
I again listen to #EATEOT at night instead of sleeping
Happens too regularly
As in, eateot really fits my mood at night - dead, lost, restless and tired at the same time, lonely, this stuff. the best way to get rid of these feelings is to, well, sleep, but I prefer to amplify them instead
This moment he knew - he f___ed up.
Windows recovery tool cannot do ANYTHING to restore Windows, only open the console. As I've figured out, the issue is in the death of something that is responsible for users accounts, however, I am clueless how to fix it - my account simply had disappeared from the registry, and I cannot create a new one, as in, so it's added to the registry.
going through telegram and discord chatrooms and servers, many of them. hoping to find a place to... Rest? I don't know, it's just kind of a subconscious desire to find a community that would feel like home, where everyone knows each other and trusts each other.
I miss this feeling, and so, hope I can find it again.
your queery help me pls
bio to be done, but i have no clue how
Poto.cafe, for potos